soon to be professional applicant

I haven't been blogging a lot lately..(not feeling good blogging our situation =( ..)..blame it on the big revelations we heard few days ago..what else is next?who will be left hanging?who will be leaving?so many questions lingers in my mind..to tell you honestly..I'm quite sad but im in a moving on situation..im not yet fully recovered for what happened to tentay..but what else can i do?im not in the authority to decide if she can stay still in the office..then after a shocking news..they informed us that our account will be dissolve soon..our new client decided to pulled out the account because they are not into outsourcing eklabu..yesterday was rizza's last day..i dont want to be too emotional..im wishing rizza good luck..i will miss her..im not that close to rizza but i find her beautiful inside and out..and today..my notgaybutactlikegay friend, a friend whom i love with all my heart rendered her resignation effective immediately..i truly understand the reason..now?!whats next?who will be evicted?im not complaining nor questioning..somehow, i know it will happen but these were an expected.we are not ready for it.IM NOT READY FOR IT!i hate it..i hate goodbyes..acceptance is one way of moving on..just think of it..web.com family needs to take their own path individually..we need to expand our horizon..some will stay some will go..and after five years..as we about to think our web.com family..beamingly says to ourselves:im proud to be part of web.com family..